Ever been so afraid to be with someone but yet at the same time you feel the safest you've ever felt? Being in his arms makes me both happy and frightened. Afraid that all this will be some dream. That i'll wake up and he'll be gone. Afraid to show too much emotion and give myself away, hiding my unbelievable feelings for him. I find myself gazing into his eyes as if I could read his mind, trying to find an answer to one of the many questions swimming around in my mind. He notices the curiosity in my eyes and with just one look all my questions fade away. His fingers run through my hair as he kisses my neck, pulling me closer to him. Afraid of loving him and yet at the same time, I'm afraid to lose him.